Chapter 76

I've been walking around the room for at least 30 minutes now. The contractions were getting stronger, and I felt like it was time for me to start organizing the tub. I turned on the faucet and let the water run until it reached the right temperature. The sheets were folded in front of me at arm's reach. I felt alert and relaxed as I settled into the water. My breathing pattern had gotten better. Even though I felt scared and had a feeling of loneliness when I started, It doesn't feel like that at this moment. I didn't feel alone. Instead, I had a confidence boost as I settled myself into the tub.

The contractions were getting more intense, but I knew I relaxed inside the tub and listened to my body. I can do this. After what felt like hard painful 10 minutes with me sweating and groaning in pain, It was time. I got on my knees, almost in a sitting position. I rest my head on the tub. I looked down at the water where my baby was expected to come out. I have to put my hand there and be