Will
Since I received the news that I would be playing Wanchai, and that one of his characteristics was that he was too distracted to understand that the hottest guy in college only accepted to be his fake Date because he was really interested in him, I started thinking a lot about how I felt in the past, and accepting that I could not lie to myself.
The novel shows how confused my character's feelings were about being a romantic couple, and how patient Thirasak was in waiting and understanding Wanchai in such a beautiful way. My story with Nate was similar, and life imitated art, and there are so many similarities between the two of us, and our characters, that sometimes I believe we were born to live those characters.
Will— What's all this? — Nate asks me as I place the tray between his legs.— Breakfast, baby!— Will, don't you have lunch at your grandparents' house?— Yes, but I told you I would be late... And now, I want to spend some time with my boyfriend! — I say and sit down beside him, I bring my hand to his hair, and caress it lightly. —
WillOn the way to his house, I think about the last events, and the moments we spent together invade my thoughts, and pack my journey. If I try to close my eyes, I can still see his smile, my heart seems to overflow with this feeling, and I was infected by Nate, during all the time I spent at my grandparents' house until this moment.My mother's insistence that I take pictures with everyone at lunch, especially Kanya, who I honestly didn't understand what she was doing there, since her family wasn't invited. I don't know if the lunch was really a bore, or I just couldn't concentrate on anything else, and all the time I was remembering the moments we spent together, their moans, their smell, and their kisses. This leads me to believe that I am addicted to N
Will— What did you ask for, Thirasak?— I asked, that if I could see you again, I would show you the video I made!The whole scene takes place inside a car, waiting for the rain to pass to get out. We are wet, and all this after my character has had a fight with Nate's character, and runs out into the rain. Nate, I mean Thirasak, apologizes for thinking that he was to blame for the bad things that had been happening between them. Thirasak assumes that he made a promise and didn't keep it. This scene makes me too emotional, since I am trying to approach Nate, to clarify everything, and to apologize, but since we got here, he approaches me professionally, and nothing else.
NateMy life was so different before Thirasak, from everything that came along with it. I am achieving fame, money, recognition and realizing dreams, but I never imagined conquering and being conquered by a man. What has happened between us is surreal. I have never felt so in love with someone, it's as if everything that happened before him, and all the people I had relationships with were distracting me until he came into my life. After spending such an amazing night, and a very honeyed start to the morning, I had the displeasure of coming across that post.I felt extremely bad after what I read, and my urge was to answer everyone. I felt that something was wrong, after calling and not being answered. Anger and jealousy took over me, and I know that I shouldn't have, because there is an explanation
Nate— Rest your head on my shoulder, so you don't fall to the side while you nap...— I'm not dozing, Will!— No, imagine that! You almost fell in the bus corridor, Nate!— What an exaggeration!— Okay, sleepyhead! You know, I was thinking... We don't have any appointments for the next few days...— E?—
Will— What is it? Did I do something wrong?— No. How about if we use the hot tub? — Nate asks me, and leaves me full of expectation.— Now? — I ask, shaking my head, and smile. — So, I'm turning on the faucet to fill the bathtub....— So you break any romantic moment of ours, Wirakan!—
Will— If I had known that this question would leave you like this, I...— No, it's okay! It's been a long time since I thought about it...— Nate, what is the relationship like with your father? — I ask, and he turns his face and stares out to sea. — I'm sorry, I shouldn't...— After the separation he was somewhat present, but after he remarried, he withdrew. When I called, he always made an excuse that he
WillIt's surreal. I feel like I'm going to explode with feelings. He has always been so closed off, not one to show his feelings, although, I have heard from him, his mother, and several people who have known him for a long time, that Nate is not the type of guy who is into romance. So, I come to the conclusion that his feeling for me is different from what he has felt for other people, and hearing him say that he loves me makes me feel too special. He looks at me in an uncomfortable way, while my gaze is lost in thought.— Aren't you going to tell me anything, Bunny? I mean, don't feel obligated to tell me that you love me, just because I told you, I guess I was too