“Get away from her!” Troy says. Our beautiful moment is broken by his demands as Kole and I part reluctantly.“Kierra is my mate,” Troy continues, his eyes red with fury. “She’s always been mine and she will always be mine.” Troy turns to me and I see all his pain, which is concerning. It’ll give him the kind of strength we don’t want him to have right now.“I messed up,” Troy says. “I get that. I should’ve stood up for you more. I should’ve stood up for us. I shouldn’t have let other people get in my head like that.“But I’m sorry, Kierra. I truly am sorry. And if you give me another chance, I’ll do so much better.“My priorities were messed up before. I didn’t even realize that at the time, but they were. I was focused too much on status, popularity, power. All the things that aren’t as important as the bond with my mate is.“I’m going to put you first, Kierra. I’m going to show you how much I love you. Things will be so much better.”It’s all the things I wanted him to say
CATHERINE’S POV“What happened to you?” I ask, as I run up to the fallen wolf.He shifts into a human that I don’t recognize.“I was attacked,” he says. “I was attacked by a vile, awful rouge. And…”His face pales as a different sort of pain overcomes him.“I was attacked by a rouge and by the woman I love,” he says. “I thought he manipulated her and that’s why she’s turned on me. I still think that’s true.“But maybe it’s more than that though because she’s the one who pushed me off the mountain.” He pauses and looks up at me. “Can you believe that? The woman I love pushed me off a mountain. “I’ve known her for awhile now and we were in love. We were finally reaching that sweet point where we could be together. “And all of a sudden this man we’ve never met before comes in and suddenly they’re in love. Somehow he casts this weird spell on her and she forgets all about me. She pushed me off a mountain!”The story sounds familiar. Too familiar. “Is this woman’s name Kierra
“Good morning, beautiful,” Kole says. It’s something so simple, something said across mornings everywhere. A bit cliché even.But when it comes from his lips like that, it sounds like the most special thing in the world. Anything is extra wonderful coming from him. I’m just grateful for every second I get to spend near him. I’m grateful for every word.“Good morning,” I say. “It’s lovely to wake up to you.”“It’s even lovelier waking up to you,” he tells me. “Especially since we now know that no one can creep up on us again.”We lay on the mountain top still since we decided to spend the night here. It was a good decision.Now, we can see anyone who might be coming for us. And we can tackle them together like we did with Troy.“I’m kind of gross though,” I say. “Is there anywhere nearby where we can shower?”“I know of a waterfall,” Kole suggests.His eyes sparkle at the thought. A waterfall sounds wonderful. Being in the water with Kole sounds even better.“Would you like s
“You’ve been playing with my heart all along,” I say, as each realization hits harder than the last. “You’ve been trying to trick me all along. You’ve been using me for your sick form of entertainment!”“I’m not!” Kole said. “I would never use you. Kierra, I’m not doing any of those things!“I love you. I’m here because I want to be with you. What reason would I have to trick you? Don’t you trust me?”I look at Kole and I no longer see anyone I love or trust. Instead, I see a liar. Instead, I see a monster.“No,” I say. I cross my arms over my chest to further create a barrier between us. “I don’t trust you. Not at all. “You’ve been lying to me this whole time. You’ve been pretending to like me and you’ve done a great job at it too. You’ve truly had me convinced. You’ve truly had me fooled.”“I haven’t been trying to fool you though!” he says.His voice raises and I tremble. He notices and his posture and voice soften.“Kierra, you can’t really think I would ever hurt you,
KOLE’S POVShe doesn’t even say she loves me back.That’s how I know she truly means it this time. She isn’t just pushing me away because she’s afraid to be so close like she was last time. She’s not unsure this time.She truly believes everything she said. She doesn’t trust me.She doesn’t love me.My mate doesn’t love me.My heart feels like it’s bleeding on the ground and I just don’t understand how this keeps happening. Having a mate isn’t supposed to be like this. We aren’t supposed to keep falling apart like this. She shouldn’t keep leaving me like she does. She does though. She keeps leaving me and I’m exhausted. I’m heartbroken. I don’t know what to do. “Why Kierra?” I mumble. “Why do you do this to me? What did I ever do to you to make you hurt me so?”I start walking to the place I always go to, but I’m not sure that I will find her there, so I don’t get far before returning to the waterfall.I am disgusting regardless. I do need a bath and I hope that dippi
As night falls, I become even more terrified.I thought my confusion centered around Kole alone, and that once I reached clarity on that, then I’d be set with everything else.And I have reached clarity on that. I realize now he was just using me, laughing at me. He was mocking me like all the others.Yet there are other things that have yet to come into focus as well.I don’t remember much and more and more of my memory is slipping away as I walk away from him.It’s like my mind is unraveling and I don’t know where to go. I don’t know what to do.I walk in circles, trying to figure things out.Where should I go? What should I do?Where do I belong?I don’t even know if I have a home. Or if I do have a home, where that home is. I don’t know anything and that terrifies me. It feels like I can’t trust my own mind.Because I can’t. I can’t trust my own mind when it tricks me like this. And I’m terrified because what am I missing?Will I ever find it again?I’m terrified
As Catherine walks away, I realize I have no choice but to follow her. Even though she’s the reason I’m in this position, she’s the only lifeline I have. I hate her.I need her.“Why would you do this to me?” I ask her, as I follow her through the woods.“Because I’m trying to protect you,” she says. “I’m your friend, Kierra. I’m just trying to protect you.“The potion has helped you see things clearly when you were turning a blind eye to them before. You see that Kole has bad intentions now. Before, you suspected it, but now you know for sure.”As she says that, I remember being suspicious of Kole before all of this. “I left him because of that,” I say. “I’m not sure why I’m telling you this, other than it seems to help me understand things better when I say them out loud.“But I did break things off with him at one point of time. Because I worried he’d hurt me like everyone else has.“Well, I guess my pack didn’t mean to hurt me. They didn’t want to leave me. But you kno
The next few days are terrifying as I struggle through the forest, trying to find someone who can help me. Finally, I reach the small gathering of witches, sorcerers, and other magical folks that keep their distance while being the hot spot for people who need that extra help. It has a cute charm to it, where psychics offer to read fortunes, there are shops for doing magic, and other wares I wouldn’t be able to find anywhere else.I’m looking for one thing in particular though.I go straight into the potions shop.The woman running it is kind of intimidating with dark hair and red eyes that look like they’re ready to ooze blood. She gives me this wicked smile that makes me want to run.But I need to get through this haze. I need to work this out. It’s worth the risk.“Good afternoon,” she says, in a voice that’s utterly whimsical. “I don’t think I’ve seen you in here before, which is wonderful.“New customers are my favorite. Can I interest you in a long discussion about poti