CyrusI didn’t know how to silence the noise in my head. It was a pulsing, nauseating noise. I felt both physically and mentally sick. It was a raging fever; a crippling exhaustion. I killed Nox. For some reason, that was the only thing that I could focus on. Maybe it had nothing to do with the fact that I’d killed my brother; I hadn’t thought that his death might affect Eva, as she was bound to him and their bond was still fresh. We arrived five days ago, and she was still unconscious. Nobody spoke to me about this matter. In fact, everyone but Marcia acted like she wasn’t even in the house. I didn’t know what to make of this silence, and usually I wasn’t bothered by their indifference but this time, I was. Even Andy wouldn’t look at my face. “…right?”I looked up and saw Alpha Gasper looking directly at me. I had been so lost in my thoughts that I completely forgot that I was in the middle of a meeting with Alpha Gasper, Alpha August, and Alpha Bernie. “Apologies, I was dist
EvaI awoke feeling like my head was filled with lead. I could barely move my head without feeling like my skull was splitting in two. The pain was so intense that I couldn’t open my eyes. There was a terrible buzzing sound in my ears that made me feel like I was surrounded by wasps. I groaned and tried to roll over. A sound in the room made me open my eyes abruptly, ignoring the pain. I saw a woman dressed in a white uniform leaving the room, which so happened to be the room at the clinic. I’d been here before, and the idea of being back was so depressing. I was here. What happened to Ghost Moon and Nox hadn’t been a dream. The woman—a nurse—returned with the doctor behind her. I tried to remember his name but nothing came to mind. He approached me with a small smile on his lips and said, “Hello, Eva. Welcome back to the real world.”“There’s nothing real about this,” was my answer as I tried to get into a more comfortable position. “My head hurts a lot. Is there any way I can get
EvaI was still safe because Cyrus didn't know that I was pregnant. This babies was Nox's, not his. Something rebellious in me wanted to tell him that I was expecting just to see the look on his face. It would be a great way to show him that I wasn't going to get back with him, not even if my life depended on it. But my maternal instincts stopped me from doing such a careless thing. This wasn’t about revenge anymore. I had to think about these babies now. Cyrus could hurt me if he found out about this, just to satisfy this senseless jealousy he was harboring. I didn't know why he felt so entitled to me. I thought I loved him, so that made me feel a tiny bit responsible for what happened. All that came to an end when I met Nox, though, and realized that what I felt toward Cyrus wasn’t love. I’d been with him out of necessity. I was in heat and so desperate to be claimed, and he was there. Taunting me. I went to Nox willingly. One thing that changed ever since I heard this news was
Eva“No,” I said. It was the only word that I could even think about uttering. “It’s the truth,” she insisted. “I had to run away from Kolton to hide away here. I was afraid of him and afraid of what he could’ve done to you. I didn’t want him to ruin you the way he did his daughter, Leonora. She’s a terrible person. And you, Eva, were always meant to be good.”“You’re my mother,” I said even though I couldn’t quite believe it. It wasn’t a question. Right now, I wasn’t even sure of what I felt about this. Maybe my senses would return to me slowly. “I knew the Convent would be your best shot at freedom,” she told me. “I knew they wouldn’t mistreat you. It wouldn’t be like abandoning you in front of someone’s door and letting them treat you as they wished. No, in a convent, there would be religion. You’d be treated fairly. It was also the last place he’d look. Meanwhile, I stayed here, where it wasn’t that far away. I changed my identity and worked for the Daxen family. If Kolton ever
CyrusI took another swig of the drink in my glass. It was incredible that it didn't matter how much I drank; it was impossible to forget all this shit that was happening to me. I was sick and fucking tired of thinking all the time yet my body—my very nature—wasn't letting me get shit-faced. Why couldn't werewolves get drunk?I knew it wasn't the right way to cope with all of this but I’d run out of options. What else was there to do? My family hated me. The woman I loved hated me. I just wanted to push this all away for a few hours so I wouldn’t lose my mind. Apparently, the universe was intent on not giving me a break. Eva didn’t want to see me. Never in a million years would I have thought that such a thing could happen. In my mind, she was crazy about me. She didn’t love Nox and he was keeping her there against her will.Now, she was telling me a different story. What did I believe? That was the question that I couldn’t answer. It could very well be that the shock of breaking
EvaI figured out that prolonging my stay at the clinic was going to be an essential part of my plan. If I could just stay out of his house, then I’d have a chance to break free. I had a list of complaints for Dr. Steyne the next time I saw him. Not everything was an exaggeration but it was enough to keep him busy. It was just in case Cyrus started coming up with wicked plans to have me moved to his house instead. He was so controlling that it was very much possible for him to do that. While all my pains were being healed, I had time to think. Doing so was of the essence and would only benefit me in the long run even though there was a lot that I would prefer to keep buried. The situation with Marcia was still crazy in my mind. She was my mother; the woman who had abandoned me at that Convent. Every time I’d imagined meeting her, I assumed that I would feel anger or even resentment for what she’d done. I felt none of those things, though, particularly because now, I was carrying ba
EvaThe man walked with me until the car parked out front. His blade never left my neck, not for a second. It was easy to say I’d die for this and that but when the time came, I almost always realized that I didn’t want to die. Now, I had my babies to think of. I tried to see the positives in this situation. For starters, I was being taken away from Silver Crescent and to the city, which was where Kolton resided. Once there, I’d have an easier time finding the rest of Ghost Moon. The problem was that I would have to figure out how to escape along the way. The car door was opened for me and I had no choice but to slide into the seat, where I found myself facing a man whose face was all-too-familiar to me. Kolton.A wide smiled thinned his lips as he looked at me. He said, “Amazing. I never thought this day would come, darling Eva.”The door was closed as he said this and I felt the sound deep in my bones. Kolton went on staring at me even after the car roared to life. I took note
I woke up suddenly.The car wasn’t as dark as it was last night but it was definitely still dark. I stared out the smoked window and couldn’t tell if the sky was cloudy or whether the windows were that great at keeping the sun out. I glanced to my left and saw that Kolton was there, staring at me. I had the impression that he spent the whole night staring at me and it freaked me out. “How did you sleep?”“Not so great,” I answered. Kolton smiled. “We’ll be reaching the compound shortly. You’ll find that it’ll be a lot more comfortable there. I already have a room ready for you.”Was I supposed to thank him?The next time I looked out the window, particularly the windshield, I saw that we were rapidly approaching the city. It was exciting but at the same time, I knew I had to keep my feet firmly planted on the ground. I wasn’t seeing a way of escaping so far, and I couldn’t be so optimistic that I would. Also, Nox wasn’t around to save me. I’d have to do it myself. This brought te