*Kane's POV*
When she tells me the guy she’s spent the last two hours with is gay I feel a bit ridiculous for the white hot jealousy that’s been swirling inside me this whole time.
As I watch her go to a table, I see a group of people walking towards her. I think I may have seen them around before but I can’t recall any of their names. I can, however, see that they’re all snakes from way over here. I especially don’t like the way the guy on the far right is looking at Violet.
I’ve been trying to stay away from her with my dad around so that he doesn’t think I’m getting attached but she’s in a big group. I could be there for any one of those girls, right? My legs decide before my brain does and I begin walking towards their table, glaring at the guy looking at her the whole way there.
He notices me and then quickly averts his gaze away from Violet. Fucking creep.
As I get closer, and the girls no
*Violet's POV*I rush up to my room after dinner and text Stella.Me: Help, fashion emergency. Facetime?A couple minutes later, I’m receiving a facetime from her. I answer quickly and see that she’s sitting in our dorm room.“Stella! Help me!”“What’s the problem? You look super cute right now. Love that blazer.”“I know, you picked it! The problem is I’m going out to a night club apparently.”“What?! How? Why?” She asks. I briefly explain the whole situation at the garden party to her and she nods and then says, “I see. Alright well, obviously you cannot wear that blazer to a club. The skirt should be fine with the right top though. The white has to go. What do you have with you?”I empty out my duffle onto the bed and spread everything out.“OH! How about that black lacy top on the far left!” She says.“What ar
*Kane's POV*I don’t dance, but seeing the way Mitch eyes Violet when Cara suggests going to the dance floor, I have no choice but to follow. We squeeze through to the middle and Lucas pulls Violet into him, and it’s clear she hasn’t danced like this before but he shows her to just move her hips and by the end of the first song, she’s got a good enough handle on it that I find myself jealous of a gay guy.Cara and her friend Lauren or Leah or whatever it is are both dancing up on me but I keep my hands to myself and am obviously not paying attention to either of them. I can’t focus on anything other than the way Violet’s hips are swaying against Lucas.After a couple songs, she goes on her tiptoes and says something in his ear. He nods and they start walking away. I push the two girls away and grab her arm and she comes close because I wouldn’t be able to hear her otherwise and says, “I’m just going to coat c
*Violet's POV*When Lucas comes over and interrupts us, I can’t help but feel annoyed. I’m pretty sure I just experienced my first ever orgasm. In the middle of a crowded nightclub. On Kane’s fingers. My head is buzzing enough from the alcohol and the adrenaline that I can’t even bring myself to care how wrong the whole thing was.When we reach the rest of the group and Cara attaches herself to Kane I can’t help the knot that forms in my stomach and the only buzz that’s left is the one from the liquor. Lucas grabs onto my hips and starts dancing with me so I sway with him to the music, and when I look over at Kane I see that he’s not even dancing, just standing there letting her dance on him and his attention is fully on me.I meet his eyes as I dance with Lucas and the intensity of his gaze sends a shiver down my spine. Some guy walks in between us, breaking our eye contact and I see that it’s the guy Lucas
*Kane's POV*When I walk inside my room, I lean back against the door and rest my head on it, letting my eyes close. It takes every last shred of self-control not to open this door back up and finish what I started at the club. It seems like every cell in my body is urging me to do it, but I can’t put her in danger anymore. I need to just let her be with her nice, tame, football-playing golden boy. She’s better off that way.I wait until I hear her go to and then return to her room from the bathroom, wait another five minutes and then sneak over to brush my teeth before quickly returning to my bedroom.I lie on the bed and allow myself to briefly consider a world where Violet and I had met under different circumstances. One where it would be easy to be with her. I drift off to sleep, dreaming of this other, beautifully impossible world.When I awaken the next morning, my dream land comes crashing down around me and I’m thrust back into t
*Violet's POV*When Kane tells me it won’t happen again I can’t help but feel upset about it. He made me feel so amazing last night with just his fingers and the thought that I won’t ever feel that way again is so disappointing. I try and think about a time when Jace ever made me feel even half that amount of pleasure and I come up blank. I really shouldn’t be making these kinds of comparisons but I just can’t help it.It looks as though this drive is going to be another 3 hours of silent treatment from Kane so I pull out my ereader and continue the book I started on the drive up. At one point, my phone vibrates and I see a text from Lucas.I open it to find a couple of the pictures that we took last night with the message: I post one and you post one?I type back: Yes! I’ll take the 2nd one.Lucas: Deal!I post the picture and tag him in it and then get a notification at almost exactly the same time that
*Kane's POV*We both get up from the booth and head towards his car. When we get in, the tension in the vehicle is almost tangible. I start driving and when we’re in front of her dorm, I look at her and she says, “Kane, you and I both know this can’t work. It would be best if we just, you know, kept our distance.”She’s 100% right but that does nothing to stop the sharp pain that slices through my chest. But I would suffer this pain every day for the rest of my life to protect her. And that’s exactly what I will do.“I know. Like I said this morning, it won’t happen again,” I tell her, forcing my voice to not give away the pain I feel.“Right,” she whispers and then gets out of the car. I fight the urge to go help her with her bag because if I do, I won’t have enough self-control to stop myself from doing things I shouldn’t. I push the button to open the trunk and when I hear he
*Violet's POV*When Kane drives away I feel like I’ve lost something I never really had in the first place. I head up to my room and find Stella lying on her bed watching a show on her laptop.She sits up in bed aggressively and says, “Girl, tell me EVERYTHING about this weekend! I saw your post on insta and you seriously need to take me to that club.”I tell her all of the parts that don’t involve Kane and then we proceed to watch a movie together before going to dinner. After dinner she tells me there’s a party at one of the frat houses (not Kane’s) but I tell her that I’m pretty tired out from the drive and that I wanna be functioning properly for my classes tomorrow.As she’s getting ready, I see that it’s 7 so I facetime Jace. He picks up quickly and I see him lying on his stomach on his bed.“Hey Vi.”“Hey,” I reply awkwardly.“I’m sorry ab
*Violet's POV*The next morning, I wake up very warm and when I breathe in a familiar smell, I remember where I am. I open my eyes and realize I’m connected to Jace’s side with my arms and legs wrapped around him.I bring one hand up to rub my eyes and Jace stirs a little. As I begin to untangle my limbs, his arms wrap around me holding me into him.“Morning,” he says sleepily.“Good morning. How did you sleep?”“Excellent with you here. Although it was quite warm. You were like a lil koala all night,” he says and then kisses the top of my head. I giggle and say, “You know you loved it.”“I know I love you,” he replies back.I tilt my head up and say, “I love you too.”“Are you hungry? We could go make breakfast.”“I could eat. Can I shower first though?”“Only if I can join you,” he says with a