Ito na ang huling linggo ng pasok namin bago ang Christmas Holiday. Jake is always messaging me everyday. Sinabi niya na rin sa akin na we will travel on Friday night to go to Assucion, a hidden place in Siquijor.Pagkatapos niya akong ihatid sa bahay ay kinuha niya ang phone number ko. He says that it's just for emergency and future purposes only. Pero sa araw-araw na pag-text niya sa akin, it seems like he has a different agenda...kung hindi ko nga lang alam na may kailangan siya at ganun din ako.He needed me to act as his lover and to pleasure him and make him happy. While me, I need the money to provide for my family and education. It's a tie. Pero parang lugi siya.But well...I can still make him more satisfied in doing something...at bed.Isang tray ng pagkain ang pumatong sa tapat ng katabi kong upuan. I looked at that person and saw Jerkson. He's one of my classmates and one of the transferees. He's also a victim of bullying here. His big eyeglass doesn't suit with his hoode
"Hey, are you okay? Baby, is there something wrong?" He repeated the word baby again that made the situation more awkward for me. I wandered my eyes and saw that some girls looked like they are mad at me. Some are shocked. Sino nga ba naman ang hindi. This is my first time being seen in a public with a man...asking me if I'm okay...with the word 'baby' as an endearment.Tiningnan ko ang dalawa kong kaibigan na gulat din dahil sa nangyayari. Then my eyes came back to Jake. He's stll waiting for my answer. I can see it in his eyes that he's worried. Dahan-dahan kong itinango ang aking ulo sa kanya. "Y-Yes," I bowed my head because I know for sure that I'm looking like a red tomato right now."Then let's go, baby. I'll drive you home." Na agad ko namang tinutulan nang iling."Ah kasama ko kasi yung mga kaibigan ko. Sa kanila kasi ako sumasabay." I told him the truth. Sila naman kasi talaga ang kasabay kong umuwi kung hindi lang siya nagpakita rito.Naramdaman kong unti-unti nang nagsial
"Maayos naman po ang lagay ko rito," Sagot ko sa aking ina. I'm talking to her through phone. Umabot pa ng tatlong tawag bago niya sagutin ang tawag ko. I asked if there's something wrong but she answered none. "Kayo po ba? Kamusta na ang lagay niyo diyan sa Cebu?" Tanong ko."Ayos lang kami rito anak. Ahh s-sige mamaya na lang ulit ha?" Then she ended the call but before she could end it I heard someone screamed.I tried calling my mother again but she's not answering. I also messaged her in which she replied saying that she's busy and that she's in work.Napakunot ang noo ko sa nabasa. Work? Kailan pa nagkatrabaho si inay? Matanda na sila ni tatay kaya naman hindi ko na sila hinahayaan pang magtrabaho. Nagpapadala naman ako ng pera sa kanila buwan-buwan ah? Isn't it enough? And for sure...my father won't agree about my mother working. Huminga ako nang malalim at binura ang mga pumapasok sa isip ko. Inahahanda ko ngayon ang mga damit na binili sa akin ni Jake. He said he will pick m
Sinulyapan ako ni Jake at binigyan ng tingin na humihingi ng privacy. I nodded my head at him and did what he asked me to do. I saw how he gulped and sighed deeply before he faced the girl he called Allison.Allison, she's the girl in the Organization. She was one of that group and...Jake he's also there. They were talking at that time. I knew it! That's why they look so familiar.But...what they were doing in the organization? Maybe they donated? These past days, Jake is being weird, from his actions to reactions, and to the people he's with. It seems like what I'm seeing now is just their...facade.Lumayo muna ako sa kanila habang patuloy pa ring inililipad ng malakas na hangin ang aking buhok. The girl is beautiful, her skin is fair, her long black hair looked so soft, her figures cannot be described, and she's fucking hot. She's wearing a complete black outfit like what Jake wears. Ngayon ko lang napansin na ang kanilang suot ay parehong-pareho. Hindi kaya pinag-usapan nila ito?
We're now on our way to their resthouse in Cebu. I am riding their car with Jake beside me and Allison beside him. Jake's mother and father were also in our car. Nasa likod namin sila. After we left the building earlier, Jake has never spoken to me again. His face was frowning and his face looked problematic. Kung wala siguro si Allison sa sasakyan ay baka mabibingi na kami sa sobrang tahimik dito sa loob ng sasakyan."Tita, my father asked me to visit you because I've heard your family is now running for the most powerful family." She said while smiling even when Jake's mother won't see it because we're in their front. Pakiramdam ko ay may halong sarkasmo ang pagkakasabing iyon ng babae but...the reaction of tita Leonor seemed like it wasn't. Tita Leonor didn't even bother to laugh or even smile at what Allison said. "It's because of Jake." Tita Leonor answered simply."It's really amazing, tita, tito..." She paused them acted like she was thinking about something. "But it's not en
Jake's hugging me from the back. We are lying on the bathtub and we have just had our third round. His hand is tracing some red marks on my breasts upto my neck."Does it hurt? Sorry if I was rough..." His voice was sweet...but I am not going to believe it again. He only sees me as a bitch who would satisfy his needs.Mas inihilig ko pa ang aking likod sa kanyang katawan. We are being surrounded of cold water but I felt hot because of him."It's okay, it's satisfying though." I answered him while my eyes are closed. "Who took your virginity?" He suddenly asked which made my eyes open.I turned my head to face him and I raised my eyebrow at him."Does it matter? He was my first client back then. He chose the program which provides sex, and that's it." I answered casually."Can't remember who he was?" "I really didn't care, Jake."I heard him sighed deeply as he hugged me even more tightly. "Do you have a contract on that team?" "Yes, actually our contract ends after four months...a
I felt something wet on my shoulder. "Hmmm..." Mahinang d***g ko nang bumaba iyon sa aking braso. It was soft but somewhat rough.I heard him chuckled. "Wake up, baby...let's have our breakfast first, hmmm?" Slowly, I opened my eyes only to see Jake sucking my fingers while looking at me. Napakagat ako sa aking labi dahil sa nasilayan. "Kanina pa kita ginigising. Let's now eat, hmmm?" He stood up and kissed my forehead while I just closed my eyes tightly and let myself feel the warmth he is giving me. This is so bad...to feel comfortable to other's warmth when you shouldn't feel it in the first place.But I think, even when we know that it is forbidden and that we should not do it...there is still a powerful magnetic force that is pushing us to do it...to let ourselves feel it. This may also one of the reasons why the World is chaotic and in chaos right now, because we don't stop ourselves from wanting the things that are not meant for us.Kahit na gusto ko pang magpahinga ay pinaunl
Hindi ko alam kung paano ko siya haharapin ngayon matapos nang nangyari kagabi. Bakit pa ba kasi ako umiyak?! Kanina pa ako nagpapanggaap na natutulog pa rin sapagkat ayaw ko munang harapin si Jake. Jake kissed my face first before going out off the room that's why I have the time right now to breathe. Okay, Ash. Just act normally right now, hmmm? Act like what happened last night didn't happen at all. Dahan-dahan ang pagtayo ko at ang paglalakad papuntang bathroom. Hawak ko na ang glass door nito nang tumunog ang pintuan sa kwarto! Napalingon ako roon at nasilayan si Jake na naka sweat shorts at puting t-shirt! Fuck, napaka-simple lamang ng kanyang suot ngunit nagdudulot na ito sa akin ng kakaibang kuryente.I saw how his eyes checked me up. His forehead creased and there was a ghost of a playful smirk in his lips. "Are you okay?" Tanong niya nang nakangisi. "A-Ahhh oo," kinakabahang saad ko. Itinuro ko ang bathroom na nagpapahiwatig na kailangan ko nang pumunta roon. "S-Sige ah